Friday, October 01, 2010
i am wide awake at 230 in the morning, all thanks to the chionging of midterm papers for the past week. but god, after all the effort put in, i am still gonna flunk everything anyway. just not a school-tests person i guess. i'll never be able to do well on a normal school day. psychology has taken a toll on me. i cant even bring myself to think about the mcq. all i can do is pray hard it wont be so so so bad. and the midterms paper! even though it's the shortest assignment i have out of the 3, it's the one that fried my brain the most. im just not articulate enough to phrase all my ideas concisely and impressively. gah. am getting to like southeast asia studies more and more. being super last min, i only went on the solo field trip on tues when my reflection was due thursday! so it was like, chiong to the place, chiong to leekongchian ref library, then chiong home cos i have no freaking laptop to do work while i was researching at the library. on a side note, i actually got lost trying to find the place i wanted to go (burmese buddhist temple) i literally had a backpacking trip all by myself in singapore, travelling everywhere on foot and even travelled near 1km beyond the place i was trying to go T_T in any case, i had fun and lotsa thoughts about my trip to the temple but i dont wanna do another reflection paper sharing over here lol! having stayed up beyond 3am for the past few days (5am on tues), i find myself wide awake now even though i've (finally) completed and submitted my last assignment of the week. im definitely gonna stone a few hours in bed before drifting off to sleep. goodness. after tmr, i wont be able to say 'i have never owned an apple product' while playing i have never. because! i have finally realised and deeply experienced the agony of not having a laptop while travelling every where wasting time when i could have done work if i had a lappie. so! imma get a macbook pro! (i get slightly annoyed everytime i think of jona telling me to buy ibm -_-) okay next weeks e learning week, and BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WEEK cos have been postponing bday stuff with people due to stupid midterms. but i still got that TS performance critique to do, genes brochure, southeast asian project....... (never ending list). gotta plan my time properly and i hope e learning doesnt require us to sit at our computers and attend lessons at that exact time of the day. what am i gonna do if im on the bus/train?! im not sleepy yet. oh no. |
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